Why is it that once in a lifetime you find a bunch of friends and they're the best people you meet all your life and you know it even before you've spent the rest os your life?

For most of us I know college life (if you dare enough to have one) is the best of times you ever have in your entire life isn't it? why i say this is because i know its true by experience. i wouldn't say my college life is the same as you would see in dawson's creek and stuff but the two years spent at the design school here is the time i learnt about alot of things in my life. about life, love, true friendship, everything you could think of. and the people you spend time with learning these stuff, are the people you're gonna be attached to. going through the same phases of life learning through experiences, sharing times together. all that stuff binds people together.

well, for me, i found the true friends in my life during those two years. i'm bonded for life to them through the tears we shed, the barrels of laughs we had together, the fights and all.

and why, you might wonder am i saying all these today; is because i met these wonderful people today after months and i know i'm not gonna see them for three years or maybe some for five years. now that's sad isn't it? the few hours we spent at blue water wadduwa was amazing. i thought them might have changed over time. but none had. everyone was the same with their same old stories and habbits. i love my pals. they're the best and i really really love them!

(oh me god am i going insane?)

You are my angel

This is another of my compossitions..actually this is one of the first ones and it's supposed to be a song which I wrote for my one and only that time..now there're just lying in my drawer so why not put them out so that atleast some one can read and enjoy them?? I used to write songs and poems those days all dedicated to a special someone (used to be) that's something new for you'll right? so enjoy.. this one's titled 'you are my angel'..dated 20th July 2004


We started as friends
and I tried to believe it
but the tug in my heart
wouldn't stop, each time our eyes locked
and I still can't believe
that you came upto me
and opened your heart to love me

Baby you are to me
the miracle from above
the angel I've waited for
all along..you are my angel

I have no words
to say howmuch i love you
but it's in the way that your
hand seek mine
each time we're near
the way you hold me
and whisper in my ear
and everything is right

Coz you are my angel
sent to me from above
to look over me, lift me up
each time I fell down
you walked with me
each time I lost hope
you were my guiding light
when my path was dark

You are to me
the miracle from above
the angel I waited for..all along
you are my angel

An ode to a friend

It's like the morning sunlight
stream down thro' my window dear
you brighten my day with just one smile
that I hold so close and near

Not the best of friends I've seen
do broken hearts mend
we understand each other's hearts
don't we? my darling friend

Though I don't say much often
I do really care
I hope you too my dearest friend
the same feeling share

Side by side we'll walk along
a path of untold dreams
but I promise you my dearest darling friend
I'm by your side for keeps...

Well folks this is one of my poems dedicated to a dear friend who is long lost!!

i.e. Copyrights reserved

thanx...

hey guys...first of all, thanx all of you who commented. second of all, i didn't know that so many people read my blog in the first place. heh hehe hehe...

kareema,
thanks... for remimding me that i am afterall who i am and i am a respectable girl..

mahesan,
wow..you seem to be a great person..well to tell you the truth, i am a fun loving person and i wanted this job in the first place for the great oppertunities it gives..i mean the traveling and all..and i do have confidence in myself..its just that i tend to loose it when i need it the most..silly ha? and my folks are very supportive and they are very excited about my new job..

the worst thing that could happen to me is well get into bad company but i know for sure where i stand and i can look after myself..the worst thing that could happen if i quit is me having to pay the money of the bond and even worse if i qiut this time i'll keep qiting for the rest of my life...i would feel very ashamed if i had to do so..

n,
as you can see, i removed the post first thing in the morning..and yes, this is 'THE' prestigious job in the company and yes to all other questions..

dili,
hey thanx..the problem is..i dunno what i really want..butt hanx anyway

taz,
thanx..i've heard people praise us for the job but this is the first time i got it first hand...thanx again...

poojitha,
thank you for that..i read it

sam,
hmm..u're tough..but i'm tougher buddy...no don't worry i take things in good spirit all the time.most of the time..and for your 411..i'm one of those sri lankan women who have the courage to stand by my own..but no..you're correct when you say that i don't have a family to take of..and i'm not one of those people who would advertise myself on the paper so that i can get my self hooked up with some rich guy..
i think i've got too much luxury...thanx..that's osmething to think about...

ravana,
well i did..thanx

dimmi,
whats this name?? kobayashi? nice.. thanx buddy i'll let you know if i need any help..

sach,
ha haaa...thanx...first of all i like the way you write.. second of all..i guess ou're right when you say that man who rejects me for what i do doesn't deserve me anyway...thanx..to tell you the truth that aspect of it was bugging me like hell...

dsome,
hey thanx..i already have a flickr account..try 'bubugirl' ...

all you guys who were kind enough to give me advice..thanx a million..i think i know what to do..anyway i can't back out from it now..and i don't wanna be a coward for the rest of my life..coz if i qiut now that's what i'll be..so thanx guys..i'll keep you'll updated..

and also..if you have further comments..please do give me but don't mention the company name..

TA!

ok listen people!!! i have no idea why but i can't edit my posts!

the last one got posted twice but i can't edit it. why is that? HELP!

My night's saty at the HILTON

I know when you all finish reading this post you’ll are gonna think that I’m a total godaya. Ok but tell me would any of you bother staying at the Colombo Hilton a night when you’re already living in Colombo. I dunno if you’ll have that kind of money but I don’t. so this is about my night stay over at the Hilton.
It was the 28th of April and we had to go to Hilton for one of my dad’s award ceremonies. (We in the sense, me and my family) so all of us were excited. After the award ceremony we got to stay the night stay at the Hilton with complementary breakfast at ‘spices’. AND, it was the world cup final that that and everybody was more excited about that. I wouldn’t talk about that coz it’s too heart wrecking.
Anyways, it was around 2.30 am when we started hearing gun shots from outside and opposite the room I was staying was the army headquarters. O me god… when I opened my eyes it was not a pretty sight. The Colombo skyline was roaring with machine gun fire and everything else was pitch dark. There were gunshots going on from all the angles and it was scaring me to death. It must have been around 30mins until the shooting were stopped but still it was freaking out all the guests. The management of the hotel were putting announcement for guests to come downstairs to the lobby to which my freaking brother wouldn’t give a damn. He’s too big in his head and wanted to see what was going on outside.
After sometime the shooting started again and this time they were aiming at two air crafts. We could see the planes and the shots going so close but missing them. It was worse than Sangakkara missing Gilchrist’s catch! Damn.
Anyway, we were at the hotel lobby for about 45mins and somehow the firing ceased. Everything was settled around 4.30 in the morning but I’m not sure of the time.
All in all, the night was exciting and happening. I’ve always wanted to witness war first hand or go back to the time when the World War 2 took place and be a nurse at the US marines. I know all those are fantasies but I could say although it was scary, I liked the experience of witnessing war first hand coz think again of the kids who live in the north and the east, they do that every day. Isn’t it nice to share they’re feelings at least once in our lives being brothers and sisters of one nation?
So… that’s my night stay at the Hilton but the morning breakfast buffet was amazing and I ate like a pig!!!

So here i am again after...mmmm..can't really remember..anyways..wat i was gonna say was..i had 'kinda' forgotten about my blog when i accidently bumped into the website when i was jobless in office when everyone had gone on avurudu holidays...the one and only people workin for the whole of Bumbalapitiya junk is our office..(not really so) but u get the picture right?

so where was i? oh ya...so today i'm really jobless and its damn cold outside coz of the weather..tomorrow is officially a holiday and i'm going out of colombo with my folks and i wasn't really looking forward to it but now i am coz i think i need a break freom staring at the computer for the better part of the day....

well...what have i been upto for the last few weeks..oh..i participated at an easter retreat last week starting from wednesday to easter sunday....call me a dork but i love god and i'm a good catholic....and after that i'm now sure of where i'm heading with my life....i don't think i can share it with u dorks coz u'll wouldn't understand..so for now i'll leave it at that...

yep so that's it for now...hey dimmi....this is my new post...do i pass the 'don't suck' post now? HEY FOR YOUR 411..I DON'T SUCK!!!!!!!!!